I WILL NO LONGER BLOG HERE.
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Monday, March 29, 2010 @ 10:04 PM
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Friday, February 5, 2010 @ 10:48 PM
REST WELL, SCYANZ !!! =)) |
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Tuesday, February 2, 2010 @ 10:19 PM
to my mummy dearest: there are words hidden inside me and feelings that i can't review. i know you will have reverse reactions on me. i've known these since child. i can't openly said it out to you as there are restrictions to it but i will still tell you. i can't openly said it out like how honest i tell my BF. i know you'll still love me. xxx, confused |
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Wednesday, January 13, 2010 @ 11:31 PM
expected the unexpected out of me. please. |
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Monday, January 11, 2010 @ 11:51 PM
dear diary, it's been quite a while since i returned back home for dinner. * oops * my parents just don't bother too much as long as i am safe and sound, they're ok with me. my friends (**************) will think i have changed for the worst, while many will think i've changed for the better. it can be told by their expressions. i am great observer did i ever tell you that? to me, i'm changing for the better, for a better tomorrow. i am not a person who will want to remain constant. - i need change and i will.... *** my mind won't allow me to stay stagnant. my mind is always thinking, also revolving.*** |
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Saturday, January 9, 2010 @ 12:11 AM
dear diary, i cannot face him anymore. i don't want to meet/see him. i just can't do it now. the times have changed and now i'm going to start blogging more often than not. 2010 i got a clearer picture of what i want and how i am going to achieve it. nothing can stop me this time although there are still things that no matter how hard i try, i still can't get it. this is undeniable fact. i don't want to have false hopes, i want something concrete. i hardly been at home, from mon to sun. i am always out until i'm no longer eating dinner at home. for now, my parents know they did wrongs on my childhood days that affected me somehow. * i can't get over it. will you support me if i make this decision that will shock you? i fear to tell you the truth that this is something which i wanted badly, i hope you won't take it so badly. missing out your daughter, for i am going away soon. * it's not that i want to leave them but this is for my own personal growth, my own good. ok nights. samantha |
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Monday, January 4, 2010 @ 10:45 PM
dear - now i'm 21 years old. the start of my adult life journey, my mum went with me to Taiwan and she knows what am i like. finally there is something an eye opener to her. she seems assured. that's something new. i am re-blogging my blog after it's been abandoned for so long. something interesting to share. i got a funny dream today, it seems surreal. a dream i have never dreamt about before. everyday is working and going out. i have been exercising lately because i felt that my health is not very good. it's because i worked in hospital and witnessed a lot of patients with different types of health problems. being jogging lately, night time mostly. i forget i have forget that i must read. btw, all my post are random because my mind is always on the move. whatever i can think of, i'll just jot them down. take care. i'm going to watch videos for entertainment. byes. |
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