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Sunday, August 31, 2008 @ 3:48 PM
dear D -

today is the last day of total freedom.
why?
because tmr is the start day of my work/IAP.

have to fill in application forms and other stuffs and i don't know what to expect on my first day of work. worse nobody is having the same job as me - i mean those that i know. i got to finish reading my devil wears prada soon. i really borrowed it in the library, at first i thought of wanting to buy it. too desperate for the book already but luckily library has!

decided to blog because it is the last day of august. haha.. times pass so fast and everything will be gone with a whim. cherish and treasure everything now. you don't know what will happen next.

this are some tvb series that i have watched during the holidays.


Catch Me Now
handsome, twist, talented






Forensic Heroes II
watched while 2 days
cool, geeky, pretty, romance, everything


Saturday, August 23, 2008 @ 11:41 PM
dear D -

whatever thing that i have done today seems dull. i don't know what's wrong with me.
i am someone who has to constantly do stuffs.
i hate it when i am in this kind of feelings. i don't like it when i don't know what to do the next moment. i like everything being planned and yeah.

whatever it is, i hate it!

everybody says one must learn to be patient. for a person like me, i am trying to be patient and still trying to be patient.

-- -- HOLIDAYS -- --

i love the holidays the kind of bringing me enough sleep
sleeping can help me rejuvenate myself
watching dramas series and get me closer to the other side of people
surfing net that can help me widen my scope
going out make me feel so much possibilities
yeah.. i like the feelings of my one week holidays now

i want to get my hand on DEVIL WEARS PRADA.
i watched the movie twice already.
why?
because i like this fashion especially anne hathaway's clothes.

okay got to sleep being chased by my dad.

continue to watch my Hong Kong drama tomorrow.
will blog what i have been watching.

LOL .. bye for now.


Thursday, August 21, 2008 @ 11:54 PM
dear D -

finally HOLIDAYS are here, great will be the word that i will describe. i cannot believe that this semester has passed so fast. i can still remember the times when i have to countdown the number of days until the end of semester.

NOW, THIS IS IT!

i have done many projects. but never in my life have i do a project that need to sleepover at el's house?

overnight? YUP!

this is the extent of my project due date. it seems like all the projects and tests clash together at the same week. alot of requirements have to reach before i can submit. LOL

horrible. terrible. miserable.

i realized that having not enough sleep is the worse thing. i am person who must sleep if not i cannot tolerate. i am so unlike serene,el,wendy who can have w/o sleep for 2 nights.

celebrating my holidays now! games, dramas all waiting for me.

*** okay i don't know what my FYP will be?



Friday, August 15, 2008 @ 11:29 PM
In Buddhism Nothing Is In Vain


"Buddhism teaches that earthly desires are enlightenment. Life is never completely free from sufferings.

Problems, rather, are the motivation for efforts and progress.

When we strengthen our life-force through the Mystic Law, all earthly desires and suffering are instantly transformed into enlightenment.

Problems are transformed into enlightenment. Problems are transformed into wisdom, into happiness."


extract from SSA Times 335 Pg 2


Saturday, August 9, 2008 @ 10:40 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY S'PORE!

NATIONAL DAY !

1 year has passed since i joined NDP.

i'm involved in the item called SINGA CITY. i totally can remember clearly what i have been through during that period of time.

the time when i feel totally lost,totally shut off away from everything i want to do. i can still remember is like chiong-ing and dying at the same time. that time was during my 2nd yr 1 semester. chiong-ing like hell and also many things not accomplished because no time management. that period was very difficult and tough. not many people around me can understand what i have been through.

they thought i was fine and alive.

after the whole NDP and the preparation of it, i further realized what i have been missing out. i realised that i have been too much into my world and neglect alot of things. people around me are much more busier than me and yet they don't have any complaints.

there i was complaining and find no significance.

the moment i watched the TV show just now, i recalled alot of memories. those happy, sad, miserable and joy etc... the bridge which i have to run across to the platform and the position i am standing.

practices where the music suddenly come to a halt.
days that i have dropped my cloth couple of times.
running wrong positions.
eating KFC
the MDs who always taking care of our bags
forget my steps etc...

looking at the surrounding of the place/platform, brings great memories to me.
though it is just a short period of time, i gained/learnt alot.

i miss my friends, my trainers, backstagers etc.. most importantly, i miss those STRUGGLES that i have during those period.

learnt?

the important of GAKKAI spirit!
it will always be with me whenever i am!
further more realised what i have to do.
i treasure every single thing that have been taught to me.
every training i'll go w/o fail because i want to GROW.

why '08 didn't join?

because it is in my year 3.
want to break through my inner struggles.
want to concentrate and show actual proof.

though many people around me don't understand me.
i don't give up.

Common test?

when i say i did not study, it is i did not study at ALL.
i got no mood to study and i have to force myself to do is a v tough thing.
i don't have strong motivation like some of my classmates have.
i don't.

- no choice but to find motivation every single day. it is tough doing things that you don't like for a very long time/years to be exact.

wow, such a long post today.
nevermind nobody knows i have this blog.


haha.. =)

----我不要治标不治本----


Thursday, August 7, 2008 @ 11:06 PM

dear D -

back from the long lost days. common test is this week and handing up of project is next week.

when i online, everybody is offline haha .. should be studying very hard now.

the place i want to go is NOT BEIJING is somewhere else. i also don't want to repeat myself again.

WED - heels broke. broke at the wrong time and place. don't really feel embarrass luckily got Sharon with me at least not so bad. 

somemore is BEIJING INTERVIEW. HAHA! 

i don't really feel like i can study now so blog. tomorrow will also blog again. 

even though i don't have a dog now, i feel like i have one. maybe because i imagine too much.

there's something wrong with my internet connection. i cannot connect at night. it will somehow disconnect me.

hope everything will go well tomorrow. Also wishing those that are taking the same paper as me

GOOD LUCK!

there is something out there that i want to do. something .. i know waiting for me to find out. 

i don't want to be struck or face deadlock .. 

must chant and be sincere to the Gohonzon. i don't care how long i take as long as i get what i want. i am grateful enough.

- don't worry too much now

- whenever coming to Common test, my mood is totally drunken

- for now, whatever paper that comes to me. just anyhow

- don't care, don't bother, don't know

* 我不要治标不治本 * 


Sunday, August 3, 2008 @ 5:27 PM

dear D -

back from watching my Fantasy Couple. haha.. wonderful, bravo and terribly funny.

hv to go back to do my 3D projects and suffer for the rest of the month. why?

common test and exams are coming and -- gone case man..

the best thing i like about fantasy couple is the Jo Anna's clothes. so fashion!

i guess it costs a bomb... 

my mum likes LV too! but i got no money to buy if i got money to buy then i will make my cupboard full of LVLVLVLV!

okay must go out already. 

dunno what to watch next - Korean series

byes. 


Sunday, August 31, 2008 @ 3:48 PM
dear D -

today is the last day of total freedom.
why?
because tmr is the start day of my work/IAP.

have to fill in application forms and other stuffs and i don't know what to expect on my first day of work. worse nobody is having the same job as me - i mean those that i know. i got to finish reading my devil wears prada soon. i really borrowed it in the library, at first i thought of wanting to buy it. too desperate for the book already but luckily library has!

decided to blog because it is the last day of august. haha.. times pass so fast and everything will be gone with a whim. cherish and treasure everything now. you don't know what will happen next.

this are some tvb series that i have watched during the holidays.


Catch Me Now
handsome, twist, talented






Forensic Heroes II
watched while 2 days
cool, geeky, pretty, romance, everything


Saturday, August 23, 2008 @ 11:41 PM
dear D -

whatever thing that i have done today seems dull. i don't know what's wrong with me.
i am someone who has to constantly do stuffs.
i hate it when i am in this kind of feelings. i don't like it when i don't know what to do the next moment. i like everything being planned and yeah.

whatever it is, i hate it!

everybody says one must learn to be patient. for a person like me, i am trying to be patient and still trying to be patient.

-- -- HOLIDAYS -- --

i love the holidays the kind of bringing me enough sleep
sleeping can help me rejuvenate myself
watching dramas series and get me closer to the other side of people
surfing net that can help me widen my scope
going out make me feel so much possibilities
yeah.. i like the feelings of my one week holidays now

i want to get my hand on DEVIL WEARS PRADA.
i watched the movie twice already.
why?
because i like this fashion especially anne hathaway's clothes.

okay got to sleep being chased by my dad.

continue to watch my Hong Kong drama tomorrow.
will blog what i have been watching.

LOL .. bye for now.


Thursday, August 21, 2008 @ 11:54 PM
dear D -

finally HOLIDAYS are here, great will be the word that i will describe. i cannot believe that this semester has passed so fast. i can still remember the times when i have to countdown the number of days until the end of semester.

NOW, THIS IS IT!

i have done many projects. but never in my life have i do a project that need to sleepover at el's house?

overnight? YUP!

this is the extent of my project due date. it seems like all the projects and tests clash together at the same week. alot of requirements have to reach before i can submit. LOL

horrible. terrible. miserable.

i realized that having not enough sleep is the worse thing. i am person who must sleep if not i cannot tolerate. i am so unlike serene,el,wendy who can have w/o sleep for 2 nights.

celebrating my holidays now! games, dramas all waiting for me.

*** okay i don't know what my FYP will be?



Friday, August 15, 2008 @ 11:29 PM
In Buddhism Nothing Is In Vain


"Buddhism teaches that earthly desires are enlightenment. Life is never completely free from sufferings.

Problems, rather, are the motivation for efforts and progress.

When we strengthen our life-force through the Mystic Law, all earthly desires and suffering are instantly transformed into enlightenment.

Problems are transformed into enlightenment. Problems are transformed into wisdom, into happiness."


extract from SSA Times 335 Pg 2


Saturday, August 9, 2008 @ 10:40 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY S'PORE!

NATIONAL DAY !

1 year has passed since i joined NDP.

i'm involved in the item called SINGA CITY. i totally can remember clearly what i have been through during that period of time.

the time when i feel totally lost,totally shut off away from everything i want to do. i can still remember is like chiong-ing and dying at the same time. that time was during my 2nd yr 1 semester. chiong-ing like hell and also many things not accomplished because no time management. that period was very difficult and tough. not many people around me can understand what i have been through.

they thought i was fine and alive.

after the whole NDP and the preparation of it, i further realized what i have been missing out. i realised that i have been too much into my world and neglect alot of things. people around me are much more busier than me and yet they don't have any complaints.

there i was complaining and find no significance.

the moment i watched the TV show just now, i recalled alot of memories. those happy, sad, miserable and joy etc... the bridge which i have to run across to the platform and the position i am standing.

practices where the music suddenly come to a halt.
days that i have dropped my cloth couple of times.
running wrong positions.
eating KFC
the MDs who always taking care of our bags
forget my steps etc...

looking at the surrounding of the place/platform, brings great memories to me.
though it is just a short period of time, i gained/learnt alot.

i miss my friends, my trainers, backstagers etc.. most importantly, i miss those STRUGGLES that i have during those period.

learnt?

the important of GAKKAI spirit!
it will always be with me whenever i am!
further more realised what i have to do.
i treasure every single thing that have been taught to me.
every training i'll go w/o fail because i want to GROW.

why '08 didn't join?

because it is in my year 3.
want to break through my inner struggles.
want to concentrate and show actual proof.

though many people around me don't understand me.
i don't give up.

Common test?

when i say i did not study, it is i did not study at ALL.
i got no mood to study and i have to force myself to do is a v tough thing.
i don't have strong motivation like some of my classmates have.
i don't.

- no choice but to find motivation every single day. it is tough doing things that you don't like for a very long time/years to be exact.

wow, such a long post today.
nevermind nobody knows i have this blog.


haha.. =)

----我不要治标不治本----


Thursday, August 7, 2008 @ 11:06 PM

dear D -

back from the long lost days. common test is this week and handing up of project is next week.

when i online, everybody is offline haha .. should be studying very hard now.

the place i want to go is NOT BEIJING is somewhere else. i also don't want to repeat myself again.

WED - heels broke. broke at the wrong time and place. don't really feel embarrass luckily got Sharon with me at least not so bad. 

somemore is BEIJING INTERVIEW. HAHA! 

i don't really feel like i can study now so blog. tomorrow will also blog again. 

even though i don't have a dog now, i feel like i have one. maybe because i imagine too much.

there's something wrong with my internet connection. i cannot connect at night. it will somehow disconnect me.

hope everything will go well tomorrow. Also wishing those that are taking the same paper as me

GOOD LUCK!

there is something out there that i want to do. something .. i know waiting for me to find out. 

i don't want to be struck or face deadlock .. 

must chant and be sincere to the Gohonzon. i don't care how long i take as long as i get what i want. i am grateful enough.

- don't worry too much now

- whenever coming to Common test, my mood is totally drunken

- for now, whatever paper that comes to me. just anyhow

- don't care, don't bother, don't know

* 我不要治标不治本 * 


Sunday, August 3, 2008 @ 5:27 PM

dear D -

back from watching my Fantasy Couple. haha.. wonderful, bravo and terribly funny.

hv to go back to do my 3D projects and suffer for the rest of the month. why?

common test and exams are coming and -- gone case man..

the best thing i like about fantasy couple is the Jo Anna's clothes. so fashion!

i guess it costs a bomb... 

my mum likes LV too! but i got no money to buy if i got money to buy then i will make my cupboard full of LVLVLVLV!

okay must go out already. 

dunno what to watch next - Korean series

byes. 


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