亲爱的小奇怪：
我问你：“告诉我谁不喜欢漂亮的东西啊？”
我是很喜欢亮亮美美的东西。我现在一直在想买东西，买什么都好只要是漂亮就好！
想疯了！想买的东西可多呢！但就是不够钱。
那你说我是不是爱华钱啊？
做工都快要一个月了， 不知什么时候就要毕业了。
时间过得很快，都不留人！
我现在都不知道毕业之后要做什么职业？ 想来想多不是很了解，自己想去的方向。
有时想要得到这样的成就但得不到，迷失方向好多次！
可是，现在不同了，我已经找到自己要去的地方。一旦迷失的话，就从那里开始吧！
曾经，有人跟我说过。不要放弃自己不管有多少人说你不可以但要对自己有信心！
这条路是你自己要走的，没人可以帮你走。猜想是对的！
心里有点担心的我，不知道到了北京会遇到什么？
不知道吃东西会没事吗？
会做事吗？
我到底想要去的目标是什么呢？
我把它给忘了吗？还是不想去提这件事？
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Tuesday, September 30, 2008 @ 11:39 PM
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Sunday, September 28, 2008 @ 3:15 PM
dear D - i've caught my eyes on a couple of LV bags. just have not enough money to buy them. tmr have to start work again. how i wish everyday is weekend. my laptop has been hanging very often. i'm not sure whether to reformat now or after my FYP. can i just skip the whole of FYP? i have confident that 101%, i sure don't know how to do! |
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Friday, September 26, 2008 @ 10:09 PM
dear D - today is pay day! i'll save the money for my trip to Beijing. i'm so happy today because today is FRIDAY!! which mean no work on SAT and SUN. i love FRIDAY! shall i make a trip to town tmr? i want a LV bag and make it one of my HAVE-IT list. i shall make a trip to LV shop. |
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Sunday, September 21, 2008 @ 5:21 PM
dear D - back back back!! crazy crazy crazy!! everything is speedy so fast and soon it's be over. tomorrow i have to present my application for my supervisor to see. stress stress!! although i got help often but it is not always. i emailed my report to my LO. i like when my supervisor keeps cracking jokes ~ LOL. the jokes he tells are damn funny. i just can't stop laughing. =) my colleagues there are friendly and i also can go to break after long hours of staring at the monitor screen. so i bought Eye Mo during lunch break and applied it to my eye whenever i feel like it. free flow of drinks and tibits everyday. i just love it. my favourite drink is MOCHA. okay. last friday, i went to the server room to do some shutting down. the moment i step into the room, i was getting headache already. i am not exaggerating, i really am. i was hoping in my heart that can i faster leave the room? faster finish the shutting down and leave. so i only stayed for 30mins before i rush out, packed my bag and gone. the best thing is when i reached home, my headache was gone. phew~ i hate when headache comes, immerse pain will pressure my very body making me feel so unbearable. i am totally hook to Metal Slug 7. i played on my NDS for long hours into midnight. Everyday after work, i'll start playing for 7.30pm to 12.30pm or even later. totally addicted to it and ever |
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Tuesday, September 16, 2008 @ 7:56 PM
dear D - this year 3 has been tiring and demanding. is it not that i am complaining, i know i have already done my best and i have no regrets if my results were like this. i've gotten C++ more than ever in this semester. although it is depressing, i've no choice do i? for what i know, the process is important. a person like me who cannot remember a single lines or sentences neither has a super brain. this is how tiring for me during the last whole semester. half way wanting to give up and just slack. hahah which i did during the whole semester. the process for what i've been through is important, those who know what i have been through will know. i know what i can do now, my strengths and weakness. but for one thing, memorising is never my cup of tea. ok enough of my talk about the exams. it's going to be over soon! don't fret about it anymore! working ~ okay, good mocha, great companions, fabulous desk, flow of ideas. beijing trip ~ it is coming within a couple of weeks times. gotten what i am going to need $$$ ~ for beijing that's all. i shall blog soon! ~ byes |
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Monday, September 8, 2008 @ 10:45 PM
dear D - just started work & can't wait to finish it. every week have to write report but i don't know what to write when every week comes. work starts at 8.30am to 6pm luckily the my work place is not so far. 10 mins bus ride haha jealous? shit, i forget to throw away my half filled milo on my desk. don't know whether tmr will have ants? it's feels so good when it rains. now it's pouring outside at this hour makes me feel much better. my office is totally icy cold and have to wear my sweater almost everywhere. from taking a small drink in the vendor machine to washroom. cold chilling cold. just realised that now my songs are totally out. i don't even know what are the latest trendy songs? i want my psp aiming for it. ask around and they did give me some feedback, i will consider seriously. dear dear, i have not been blogging for almost one week! went to flea market and bought really cheap fashion magazine. LOL! i truly wish i know what i want and a final stand. countdowning for everything. my b'day, beijing trip, IAP, graduation. haha.. by the time, i read this entry again and realised what i wrote. i will be OLD! my mood is getting back on track. yup! more to come when i have the time. |
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