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Thursday, February 26, 2009 @ 10:21 PM
dear diary,

this way is better.

i can feel myself being back to norm. there is something that had always been pondering around me. i never get it over myself. this is it! i have my final stand. finally think through and get done with it!

feeling much better and confirm my own affairs of heart.

so it doesn't matter anymore!

i should not be fearful anymore and be daring next time.

there are times when i am not so myself because i am insecure and scare.

now that we are no longer "stranger".

there is still this weakness that i cannot overcome, i don't know why? i wish i have the courage to overcome it but i can't. is my action too obvious? i wonder.

i wonder who will notice my feelings & actions. okay that's all..

having my team building games tomorrow and meeting of my friends.

byes.

Just one last thing:
everybody is different in her/his ways, so don't compare.
it gets tiring sometimes.
byes.



Saturday, February 21, 2009 @ 12:08 AM
i can feel my own style.

i can feel my presence in style.

i sense music whenever i look at clothes.

i can kiss the air whenever i look purses & wallet.

my heart skips whenever watches are so close by.

I'm so into style fashion that it's breathing inside me.

i guess i have the talent to be a personal shopper.

this is so my style.

i guess my fashion sense can be easily recognized.

if only, i am rich & famous.

it's time...


With Love,

The Fashion Girl

xxx


Thursday, February 19, 2009 @ 11:40 PM
dear diary,

Today i saw rina. She was strolling with her dogs not just one dogs but two. i so admire her! The new one is newly adopted and cuter one is been bought! OMG! i want a puppy at least one will do.

the main problem is my dad don't allow. My mum is totally fine with it but my dad refused. how dare he refused? i totally want it. everytime i see a dog/puppy, i totally adore.

Guess what my dad reason is?

nobody is going to take care of it. in the end, it's still him (my dad).

is this even called a reason?

i doubt so.


Wednesday, February 18, 2009 @ 2:57 PM
dear Diary,

the purpose of me having a blog is because i am having a difficult time in my poly days. i don't know what to do but just post what i thought. in my previous post, it seems like i'm also kinda stressed and everything.

the best thing is during my attachment and Beijing trip. ever since the attachment, in my mind i have a lot of things i ever wanted to do. i did intensive research from everything i want to know. eg. foods, fashion, learn shopping, books, travel etc... it's so weird that you think you know quite alot of things but in the end you know none. =x i also learnt about my diet plans!

haha .. there marks the start of me back to norm process.

my Beijing trip is splendid & wonderful!! Get to know more friends, closer with Darren, Mao & Gene. Although we are the same class MIT 0601, we seldom talk. So i felt insecured when i know i am going with them. the problem is i'm hardly close to them.

aftermath of this trip, i am getting back to norm. i do have people telling me i have changed. which is good. even my parents said i've changed. THAT'S WHAT I WANT TO HEAR.



there's people talking,
they talk about me,
they know my name,
they think they know everything about me.
IN FACT, THEY KNOW NOTHING ABOUT ME.







Thursday, February 26, 2009 @ 10:21 PM
dear diary,

this way is better.

i can feel myself being back to norm. there is something that had always been pondering around me. i never get it over myself. this is it! i have my final stand. finally think through and get done with it!

feeling much better and confirm my own affairs of heart.

so it doesn't matter anymore!

i should not be fearful anymore and be daring next time.

there are times when i am not so myself because i am insecure and scare.

now that we are no longer "stranger".

there is still this weakness that i cannot overcome, i don't know why? i wish i have the courage to overcome it but i can't. is my action too obvious? i wonder.

i wonder who will notice my feelings & actions. okay that's all..

having my team building games tomorrow and meeting of my friends.

byes.

Just one last thing:
everybody is different in her/his ways, so don't compare.
it gets tiring sometimes.
byes.



Saturday, February 21, 2009 @ 12:08 AM
i can feel my own style.

i can feel my presence in style.

i sense music whenever i look at clothes.

i can kiss the air whenever i look purses & wallet.

my heart skips whenever watches are so close by.

I'm so into style fashion that it's breathing inside me.

i guess i have the talent to be a personal shopper.

this is so my style.

i guess my fashion sense can be easily recognized.

if only, i am rich & famous.

it's time...


With Love,

The Fashion Girl

xxx


Thursday, February 19, 2009 @ 11:40 PM
dear diary,

Today i saw rina. She was strolling with her dogs not just one dogs but two. i so admire her! The new one is newly adopted and cuter one is been bought! OMG! i want a puppy at least one will do.

the main problem is my dad don't allow. My mum is totally fine with it but my dad refused. how dare he refused? i totally want it. everytime i see a dog/puppy, i totally adore.

Guess what my dad reason is?

nobody is going to take care of it. in the end, it's still him (my dad).

is this even called a reason?

i doubt so.


Wednesday, February 18, 2009 @ 2:57 PM
dear Diary,

the purpose of me having a blog is because i am having a difficult time in my poly days. i don't know what to do but just post what i thought. in my previous post, it seems like i'm also kinda stressed and everything.

the best thing is during my attachment and Beijing trip. ever since the attachment, in my mind i have a lot of things i ever wanted to do. i did intensive research from everything i want to know. eg. foods, fashion, learn shopping, books, travel etc... it's so weird that you think you know quite alot of things but in the end you know none. =x i also learnt about my diet plans!

haha .. there marks the start of me back to norm process.

my Beijing trip is splendid & wonderful!! Get to know more friends, closer with Darren, Mao & Gene. Although we are the same class MIT 0601, we seldom talk. So i felt insecured when i know i am going with them. the problem is i'm hardly close to them.

aftermath of this trip, i am getting back to norm. i do have people telling me i have changed. which is good. even my parents said i've changed. THAT'S WHAT I WANT TO HEAR.



there's people talking,
they talk about me,
they know my name,
they think they know everything about me.
IN FACT, THEY KNOW NOTHING ABOUT ME.







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