A NEW DEPARTURE!

i don't know what's wrong with my blogger. i think i should change to wordpress or livejournal. literally i can't see what i'm typing. many many errors messages.

landed myself being a tutor which i don't foresee myself as that. i just doesn't have the confidence yet. for all i know, i am a very poor, lazy and naughty student. my studies are neither good nor excellent. this is why i feel so devastating. my insecurities!! i fear sometimes that i will not do well. i fear at times when i feel so worthless. feelings: hit bottom of the earth.

be brave. be courageous. be strong.

these are some virtues that doesn't exist in me.

my friends are getting to their university and starting their courses soon. wad i'm doing?

- no school
- no job

guess what's the mood i'm getting everyday?

u'll never guess it right.

no mood to continue writing anymore.

i feel as if i have let a lot of people down. ~

sometimes i don't want to worry too much. ~

at times i feel like i am so useless. ~

why does people have to compare me with someone else? ~

can't they stop comparing and let it go? ~

once u step on my tail, i will never let u off. ~

i don't know what's wrong with my head? ~

seems very heavy & giddy at times. ~


STARTING EVERYTHING AGAIN ~

HOPE

a new beginning.
a new hope.

I am working towards my new goal. Got to stick to what i am doing and continue to do more research.
I still don't know what course should i be pursuing. My future looked bright now. Even though i did not get into the MediaCorp job. Haha as expected. But i found something i want to establish.

Good Lucky Me!