MY INTERNET CONNECTION IS DAMN SLOW ON MY NEW LG LAPTOP!

CAN'T FIND ANY SOLUTIONS YET!

CAN'T FIGURE OUT THE PROBLEMS!

I'M SO USELESS.

HAVE TO CONTINUE TO DO MY RESEARCH.

BYES.

Today I'm supposed to be going to ECP for cycling trip but it rained. So canceled it & changed to watching movies. Recently feeling kind of down. Looking at people around me, they all have their partners and I have NONE. It's rather kind of depressed when your friends have so many things to share about their other half and you just sat down, listened.

I cannot force myself to like someone just because my friends are all having their partners.
I JUST CAN'T DO IT!

I am solely depends on mutual feelings. My feeling is very important if I don't feel comfortable at all. Then I cannot be with you. Something is not right there.

YEAH! I did like someone before but he doesn't like me. He hates me in fact. It hurts when I first find out. I can't do anything about it. I cannot force him to like me. I don't like that. So I hope he will find somebody that he truly loves and take good care of her. For me, I have to move on & I can't be also struck in the same place forever.

My laptop is lagging. Can't contact their service center and I need to go out soon.

Now have to look for job again. Wish me Luck!

BYES.

情爱的小奇怪 ~

好久没有用华文来跟大家分享了。不自不觉就要过一年，我在这一年一定要获胜。不可以败给自己的落点和单纯。我从北京回来已经发生很多有趣，有伤心的事情。都已经半年了真希望大家都过好好开心的日子。 可能都没有机会再见面，各都忙各的。希望有机会见相遇吧！

今天，快乐的彩欣去跑步，跑了三圈公园。心情也好很多！一遍跑一边看那晚的情景，好美！去了读书馆也借书来看。都不知道为什么肚子一只在疼痛又不想看医生！


很晚了。我要睡觉了！

晚安。。

I've been using my Toshiba laptop for 2 1/2 years.

I am not giving up but I am moving forward. That's what I'm doing now, every minute and moment. I doesn't want to think too much and later all my white hairs coming out.

I felt very remorseful. Why? I failed to neglect a lot of personals stuffs and myself - inner. that's is why i have been holding myself against pit falls. Kept thinking what went wrong and how to improve myself. The vow that i made to myself has returned.

it's better not to cope up myself too much.

my loves for fashion still exists.

the company i wanna enter is still in my blood


there's nothing i can do about it except to chant:

i know where i belong and i will not to go somewhere, i don't feel comfortable with.

i guess this is the ending point where we will never meet again & i kinda like this.

graduation day is fun! super duper fun! i felt so happy and really enjoyed myself so much so. why? because i no longer have to go back to the same environment, forcing myself to study causing so much brain damage. no more emo-ing and stressing over ruthless projects.

really have to thanks all my friends whom have helped me do my projects and lectures notes. I'm not able to concentrate during lessons, wonder off very soon when the lecture just started.

this week, i went to the airport a couple of times to think going through what i had done and have not.
whenever i am feeling depressed or whatsoever, i will definitely go to the airport. it had so many memories there that i cannot simply erase away.

everybody changes so does me.
so when the times come, you will see how different i have become.
** don't be too shocked

- it's time to change my destiny.