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Tuesday, March 31, 2009 @ 2:18 PM
This is the last day of March'09. A lot had happened and I've grown from it. A new beginning awaits me. Cambodia had made me realized things that I have forgotten & neglected. Glad that I went even though I failed to go to many other places. My day planner seems flooded with words and stickers. =x I have been reading recently. Reading made me go around the world and I can imagine with no restrictions. Simply love my life now & looking forward. Goodbye March'09. =) |
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Sunday, March 29, 2009 @ 7:45 PM
Alot seems to be making sense now. I can finally understand sometimes things are not meant to be. I don't feel that it really matters anymore. I don't have the heart to feel so sad anymore. I'm starting my next phrase now. I wonder what will happen 10 years from now. It seems so bleak. My mind is starting to wonder again. My own career that I want to pursue. Cross my heart & hope for the best. I'm wondering when can I travel again? It doesn't matter if I travel alone or with friends I still want to see the world. Every time I travel, I have different experiences. I wish that to continue & don't just stop there. |
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Friday, March 27, 2009 @ 11:00 PM
dear diary, i just came back from Cambodia over run by 2 days due to unforeseen chicken pox. I had chicken pox for last 1 weeks. Supposedly to have a 15 days trip, ending up staying 9/17 days facing 4 walls. I didn't manage to go other places. Even i did not manage to go to other places, I learn a lot during my quarantine days. I went into serious thinking and self realization that I don't know I have missed. I don't actually feel sad that I cannot go out with my YEP friends. I just got that feelings somehow. I'm starting to feel back myself. This is one trip that I will never forget! It made me realized things that I've long forgotten/missed. I feel very fortunate to be living in Singapore. Have wonderful friends & family. I have dreams and aspirations. I seem to have everything then I should no longer complain. Sometimes my insecurities will overwhelm me. It made me very fearful and lonely. I guess this is the aftermath of childhood horrible failure. I don't tell around to people that I'm having these feelings. It sounds so stupid & irk! Is this normal? I should not be doing things that are making me feeling very insecure. This is one of the lessons I have learnt. I cannot really express my feelings. There are too much I want to share. But some thing are left better unsaid. I just hope you will understand. ** I will never forget this trip ever ** ** Both happy & emotional memories ** |
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Monday, March 9, 2009 @ 11:16 PM
dear diary, I will be going to Cambodia for 15 days. I wonder how my life will be. First and foremost, I shall go there with an open mind. HAHA ! This is the last post i shall post in this blog before I fly off this Wednesday. Gotcha reach the airport @ 6am. I don't think i can sleep that night. I went back to school today to collect my PC and took a cab home. After Cambodia, I am going to meet up with my friends & look for JOB! Await me ... ** Someday this year, I'll go to London! ** |
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Tuesday, March 3, 2009 @ 1:41 PM
dear diary, this month is march'09. I wonder whether this date will ever come again. 1 more week before i fly to Cambodia. I'm taking the morning flight and i hope i will not be late. Crossed my heart.This time i am going to Cambodia because i want to have more exposure. I don't know what really to expect there but i know i just have to go there with an open mind. Just don't think too much and follow with my heart. PS. I also follow my heart. I am going to prepare a list of what i am going to bring there. In case i don't miss anything out. Reminder: Travel light. I'll bring my super miniature luggage. With that, i have confidence that i would even exceed my weight limit. I hope that when i come back from Cambodia, i must find a job! my money has been running low. It's time to refill it. Gotta to clean my desk and start bringing out my clothes. =)) wish me good luck! TAKE CARE. |
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