dear D -

first day of school tried to finish my homeworks for 3D.
good start for me to feel my motivation back.

math test is coming next week.
i wonder if i can really cope with it.
everybody seem to be doing fine all except me.
THINK POSITIVE!

more projects will be coming and i left with a few weeks before common test.
buck up!
proper time management & weakness.

i don't know why i kept bitten by bugs/insects.
feel very pain when i touch my wound.
i wonder why nobody in my family bitten except me.

- will blog soon. look out for me.

dear D ~

next week is school starts. do not have the slightest feeling of going back to school.

haha!

dear D ~

just happen to pop by. now i am working on another novel hope i can finish reading it before sch starts.

common test is next week damn desperate now for more time. i am just too lazy to do anything during the holidays. goodness ~

just love reading books! ~ trying to cut down the time i watch TV.

hope can really do well in my common test - 90% skeptical

byes ~~

dear D ~

just felt like blogging. there is nothing better to do now than blog. i was thinking of changing my blogskins but i don't think i have time for that. what i really need now is my passion and love for what i am doing now. don't get me wrong, i am not working. i'm still a student.

i cannot imagine life w/o purpose. it seems doomed nothing but emptiness. i doesn't want that to befall me. hate it!

ok enough for me blah blah blah ..

want to watch 大小爱吃 now .. off to my TV show.

byes!

dear D ~

安室奈美恵さん won the Best R&B MTV music awards - Hide and Seek -

she is totally cool and way awesome. although she 31 years old and has a son, she looks damn young.








- i simply love her style and the way she dress.
- love her knee length boots.
- her small hat

wad she wears seem nice on her. tada ~

dear ~

tmr i have maths lessons and i cannot comprehend what the math is talking about. i feel so disappointed in myself again. i just cannot take it anymore. doing the things that i don't like and feel it everyday of my life. to those people that have interests in what they do, pls appreciate what you're doing right now.

something will never change in life. have to face it somehow or rather.

people like to run away from the things they face. i want to face my weakness, it's tough though!

like they say life is not a bed of rose. so how? face it then. chant fervently for the wisdom and actual proof. people doesn't like to fail, so try very hard to be victorious! still trying!

i am reading a novel called the second wives club. it is interesting and funny. it can easily depicts the daily problem life. i prefer reading books like these now a days.

still have projects not done yet. i thought i lost my assignments luckily not.

i love this video very much it really says so much about what's going on in my life.

hilary duff - WAKE UP

dear ~

didn't blog for so long because i have been busy with studies, assignments and personal struggles.
my class is totally awesome and serves as a kind of motivation.
i damn hate when i am being looked down by us. xxx
i will try to overcome my weakness day by day -- motivation for me.

i want many things now. i want the hell lot of me now. i want to finish this entire course as soon as possible. but i dunno wad job am i going to apply for when i leave school?

i want to know answers now. i want facts and i want to run. no matter where i run, i will damn face the whole damn truth. arrgh!!

i want an iPhone, oops J!, acrylic fingernails ... all i want is ... xxx ..

when will i become the person whom i really want to be.

for now, my mood is don't care, don't bother, don't want to know, LEAVE!