dear ~

didn't blog for so long because i have been busy with studies, assignments and personal struggles.
my class is totally awesome and serves as a kind of motivation.
i damn hate when i am being looked down by us. xxx
i will try to overcome my weakness day by day -- motivation for me.

i want many things now. i want the hell lot of me now. i want to finish this entire course as soon as possible. but i dunno wad job am i going to apply for when i leave school?

i want to know answers now. i want facts and i want to run. no matter where i run, i will damn face the whole damn truth. arrgh!!

i want an iPhone, oops J!, acrylic fingernails ... all i want is ... xxx ..

when will i become the person whom i really want to be.

for now, my mood is don't care, don't bother, don't want to know, LEAVE!