dear D-
i cannot contain my heart anymore. i want to fly out of here now because i don't want 治标不治本. i really trying my outmost best here to contain my feelings yeah i really am.
today i successfully find myself able to sit down for quite sometimes because i have to rush my ICT project. soon after will be my common test and exams. i don't know how i am going to spend my holidays.
i have ppt tmr for director project and the server.
i hope my prayer comes asap. trying my hardest here!
i feel so glad that i have chanted for more than 2 hours.
continue and continue again.
you can fail but cannot be defeated.
xx. i will soon be what i want to become! xx
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Monday, July 28, 2008 @ 1:11 AM
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Sunday, July 27, 2008 @ 12:16 AM
dear D - i am so into Louis Vuitton! yeah LV! i want to be a LV girl if possible. i don't know since when i have been hooked into LV world. being browsing through their site very frequently even though i cannot afford to pay $$ any of my favourite LV. but looking at it make me feel so WOW. went out in the afternoon and at night i have discussion meeting. i feel like i have not done my best. many more to come and many more to learn. still in the learning process. finally i can manage my time well really glad. time management yah!! actually i don't know why i am writing here because not many people know i got this blog. but i don't care. i write not because i want other to read, i blog because i got thing to say. then i can say whatever i want or maybe more. - still got a few more projects to go. - if got chance, i would like to learn fencing or take up any sports at all - the process is difficult but what you learn during the process is impt! got to send my research to my grp leader. |
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Thursday, July 24, 2008 @ 11:31 PM
dear D - today i just have my NAFA test and i am totally disappointed in myself. i was very angry with myself the moment i was called to a stop because it was raining heavily. if only i can run faster and completes the final round. why can't i run just a bit faster? i am not good at running or any land sports. i much prefer water sport than this. but most water sports are expensive for me to afford. i have to rerun again because i did not finish my final round. sometimes i don understand why i am so pissed with myself just a little bit of things. told my sister how i was really feeling ..! and i told her i HATE the FBT short. she just laughed. i just have a feeling that i am going away soon ~~ weird is it? i wish i can only be a normal person. i don't want to be any different from anyone. I TRULY WANT BUT I KNOW SOMEHOW I CANNOT! the more i know myself the more i know ________ byes ~ have to finish up my projects. can u imagine i was angry with myself for more than 3 hrs immediately after my test finish??? |
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Friday, July 18, 2008 @ 11:34 PM
哈咯！ 我不是空闲才部落格的。我是有好多东西要说。 心里的话太多了不知要跟谁说才好。 心想和我所做的一切都完全不同。 一百% 不同！ 有时候都不知道要走那里才好。 好多东西都不是我们能控制的。 但路程上能学很多 。。。 有好处和坏处。。 真的学到不能霸道！ 我一定要做到！一定！ 不能输给自己的弱点。 你能输但不能失败。要牢记着！ 不管发生什么事情都要牢记着！ - 彩欣 - |
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Sunday, July 13, 2008 @ 7:15 PM
亲爱的小奇怪： surprised i am blogging in english? lols. it's because today i have so much thing to say. so lazy to type in chinese. i really wanted to buy this bag at vivo city but it's too expensive that i am not willingly to spend my $$ on it. being saving for a long time, so doesn't want to spend it unnecessary. gotten my results and all gotten lousy - as expected. i know i did not study spending my time watching tv and going out. who else can expect my results to score unexpectantly high? just that i have no mood to study. my friends did pretty well for this common test all except me. this mean they got study damn hard - studious people unlike me - lazy, day dreaming. so wad to do? - sometime i cannot bring myself up to study. it seems like going different way from wad i want to do. my thoughts - now more projects are coming up, can i make myself to do them? - that is another challenge for me. - can i meet the dateline is also another challenge for me - will i be the last person to pass up my projects? - can i overcome my procrastination? i am a person who is simple yet has complicated thinking. contradicting isn't it? got to eat my dinner now. - will blog soon must do my human revolution! |
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Saturday, July 12, 2008 @ 3:14 PM
亲爱的小奇怪： 哈哈哈！今天好闷。我不知道今天为什么 。。我想不到我要做什么。 没灵感。 我好像看到华文老师呢。不知不觉就过了三年的时间都没回去中学了。 就想起 - 当时的我，如今的我应经有所改变了。 我还没吃我的午餐都快而饿死我了啦。不知道晚餐会吃什么， 总是想这吃。 让我想到自己是个猪了吧！ |
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Wednesday, July 9, 2008 @ 9:40 PM
亲爱的小奇怪： 今天好多东西要做但都没做到。 我的同学们都似乎做完了。 好闲！好累！好想睡觉！ 我的心都不在这里了。 心不在， 人不在。 命真辛苦！好愤怒！ 朋友们都很用功仿佛要去大学似的。 救命啊！ 但一个人心不在的时候，会过得很辛苦很疲劳。 真的！信我吧！ 好了~ 怨够了啦！ 希望同学们会追到他们的梦想吧！ 加油！再加油吧！ 彩欣 ，在振作起来吧！ 别半途而废 - 快到了。 |
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Sunday, July 6, 2008 @ 6:03 PM
hey - 我回来了！想我吗？ 我看完了太王四神记和十九岁的青春。真超好看超有趣！ 我只是一个很普通的女生，不喜欢人家逼我做事。所以不要让我做那些我不再喜欢做的事了。 忍到很累了很辛苦！但还是要在忍因为事情还没结束。 现在我看能忍多久。加油吧 彩欣！大家都要加油喔！ 希望能去一趟英国和日本但还不知道什么时候会去。 希望越快越好~ |
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