dear D -
today i just have my NAFA test and i am totally disappointed in myself.
i was very angry with myself the moment i was called to a stop because it was raining heavily.
if only i can run faster and completes the final round. why can't i run just a bit faster?
i am not good at running or any land sports. i much prefer water sport than this. but most water sports are expensive for me to afford.
i have to rerun again because i did not finish my final round.
sometimes i don understand why i am so pissed with myself just a little bit of things.
told my sister how i was really feeling ..! and i told her i HATE the FBT short.
she just laughed.
i just have a feeling that i am going away soon ~~ weird is it?
i wish i can only be a normal person.
i don't want to be any different from anyone.
I TRULY WANT BUT I KNOW SOMEHOW I CANNOT!
the more i know myself the more i know ________
byes ~ have to finish up my projects.
can u imagine i was angry with myself for more than 3 hrs immediately after my test finish???
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Thursday, July 24, 2008 @ 11:31 PM
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