this way is better.
i can feel myself being back to norm. there is something that had always been pondering around me. i never get it over myself. this is it! i have my final stand. finally think through and get done with it!
feeling much better and confirm my own affairs of heart.
so it doesn't matter anymore!
i should not be fearful anymore and be daring next time.
there are times when i am not so myself because i am insecure and scare.
now that we are no longer "stranger".
there is still this weakness that i cannot overcome, i don't know why? i wish i have the courage to overcome it but i can't. is my action too obvious? i wonder.
i wonder who will notice my feelings & actions. okay that's all..
having my team building games tomorrow and meeting of my friends.
byes.
Just one last thing:
everybody is different in her/his ways, so don't compare.
it gets tiring sometimes.
byes.
everybody is different in her/his ways, so don't compare.
it gets tiring sometimes.
byes.