i'm writing this to my younger self at age 20 year old.
there are times when you will feel like, you have to change so you can fit in. times when you are not listening to your heart and goes against it. you know it's wrong and eventually feel remorse. you could badly sleep at night because it haunts you. by what? it's by your behaviors, actions and your thoughts. it's really not you, people around you might not have notice it. you're in the midst of lost. you thought you are doing the right thing, acting as it's right. all you're doing is pretend and that's haunt you down isn't it so?
you realized the reasons behind of all the insecurities and acting in this "you". but never fail to know what went wrong, you also look for answers. you never failed to have yourself challenge and change.
you found out that you don't have to fit in. you're just yourself, both flawless and rebel. you are deem to perfect. you made mistakes and rectify. you are the girl whom people know it's you. people just look different at you and think you're weird. you don't have to try to fit in because you know you don't belong there. go out and meet new friends! keep moving forward. this is just you!
trust yourself more and love yourself even more. always follow your heart if you will not regret!
you jolly well know that there are people out there who will hate and hurt you. don't be upset about these trivial affairs. please don't let your heart cried to death. stay strong and fill with hopes. isn't this what keep you going? to lead you to where you are right now.
someone who knows you well
