She must advance & improve herself.
That is her sole purpose now.
Today I'm supposed to be going to ECP for cycling trip but it rained. So canceled it & changed to watching movies. Recently feeling kind of down. Looking at people around me, they all have their partners and I have NONE. It's rather kind of depressed when your friends have so many things to share about their other half and you just sat down, listened.
I cannot force myself to like someone just because my friends are all having their partners.
I JUST CAN'T DO IT!
I am solely depends on mutual feelings. My feeling is very important if I don't feel comfortable at all. Then I cannot be with you. Something is not right there.
YEAH! I did like someone before but he doesn't like me. He hates me in fact. It hurts when I first find out. I can't do anything about it. I cannot force him to like me. I don't like that. So I hope he will find somebody that he truly loves and take good care of her. For me, I have to move on & I can't be also struck in the same place forever.
My laptop is lagging. Can't contact their service center and I need to go out soon.
Now have to look for job again. Wish me Luck!
BYES.