Actually want to post many entries for the past few weeks, in the end my laptop damn lacked. dunno due to what, automatically slowing down. working for a couple of weeks - tired but interesting. recently i went to borrow plenty of books and bought some books a great bargain sale & they are not second hand! i just love reading.

I went to an interview this morning and i doubt that i can go in. no confidence at all!! sometimes i wonder if being rich is a good thing or a bad thing. why? i realized that my friends can get whatever they want. examples, they are able to further their studies at overseas and travel to many places without having the money issues. oh my! i want that lives too. to get whatever i want! go to any other countries i want too!! so full of jealously.

As for me, i have to crack my brain really hard as to what courses am i supposed to take and how am i going to get that gigantic amount for my studies. why am i so poor? i am not born rich!

I am a person of fickle minded, on constant change. i cannot stay the same place over and over again. i will feel very sick and tired of everything. I am a person which is more into arts. where there's no right or wrong, only improvements.

I got to redirect my goals NOW. I got to plan detailed steps of going to London to study. still thinking whether taking Fashion Design or Nutritionist course? University's expenses - BIG HEADACHE!

WHY CAN'T MONEY FALL FROM GROUND OR DUG FROM EARTH?

The future looks hopeful till now.

HOPE