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Saturday, January 9, 2010 @ 12:11 AM
dear diary,

i cannot face him anymore. i don't want to meet/see him.
i just can't do it now.

the times have changed and now i'm going to start blogging more often than not.

2010

i got a clearer picture of what i want and how i am going to achieve it. nothing can stop me this time although there are still things that no matter how hard i try, i still can't get it. this is undeniable fact. i don't want to have false hopes, i want something concrete.

i hardly been at home, from mon to sun. i am always out until i'm no longer eating dinner at home. for now, my parents know they did wrongs on my childhood days that affected me somehow. * i can't get over it.

will you support me if i make this decision that will shock you? i fear to tell you the truth that this is something which i wanted badly, i hope you won't take it so badly. missing out your daughter, for i am going away soon. * it's not that i want to leave them but this is for my own personal growth, my own good.

ok nights.

samantha


Saturday, January 9, 2010 @ 12:11 AM
dear diary,

i cannot face him anymore. i don't want to meet/see him.
i just can't do it now.

the times have changed and now i'm going to start blogging more often than not.

2010

i got a clearer picture of what i want and how i am going to achieve it. nothing can stop me this time although there are still things that no matter how hard i try, i still can't get it. this is undeniable fact. i don't want to have false hopes, i want something concrete.

i hardly been at home, from mon to sun. i am always out until i'm no longer eating dinner at home. for now, my parents know they did wrongs on my childhood days that affected me somehow. * i can't get over it.

will you support me if i make this decision that will shock you? i fear to tell you the truth that this is something which i wanted badly, i hope you won't take it so badly. missing out your daughter, for i am going away soon. * it's not that i want to leave them but this is for my own personal growth, my own good.

ok nights.

samantha


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